I tried putting this question in your ask. Tumblr became mad noob by limiting my character count. LOLLLLLL.

Hope you notice this. O:

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It just came to mind suddenly, but I hope you always have a friend that always loves you. Not like a friend that loves you always like a boyfriend. Not like a friend that loves you always and is in the friend zone - neither of those. Just a friend that cherishes you always as a wonderful companion, and someone that you can cherish always likewise in the same manner. Someone that you can be mad silly with at times but also mad deep. Someone you can tell anything about without locking or hiding anything up, even if it’s a flood full of tears or a huge box of shouts. Someone you can go buck-wild with, going on crazy-butt adventures and living life for-sure. Someone that you can be legit friends forever, no matter whether you’ve got a boyfriend or not. (The type that doesn’t change how they act depending if your man is around, you know? They’re chill with him, but also chill with you.) Someone that you can grow up together with, watch each other’s love life unfold, weddings come and go, parenthood come alive and stabilize, and memories rise and solidify. Someone that you can go through all this (and more) and still legit be able to keep in touch, helping each other throughout the entire way. Someone you can be happy with in ALL things, no matter what. Someone you can cry with in ALL things too, no matter what with no judgment.  I hope you have someone like that in your life always. Why? Because you’re a freaking beautiful girl with a freaking beautiful heart.  You deserve less drama and more happiness and growth, just like the rest of many people around does. You can be strong, you be tough, but you can always be fragile and calm too. You can be delicate. And that’s why I hope you have someone that can  both say “Cheer up! You’re stronger than you think, you silly nub!” in that encouraging, close friend kind of way, but also be able to bust out wise things and ask how you’re doing so that you know you truly are loved. And that you always are. I hope you have someone like that right now. If not, I hope you find one super soon. I was imagining maybe I can be that someone. I’d be a big, fluffy asian totoro (google it if you don’t know what that is, girlll) that’s all mad chill but every now and then when we have one on ones, we can be mad deep and profound and vulnerable and everything else in between. But you’re all the way up in Toronto and I’m all the way down in jersey, so I’m all like, nahhhhh, she’ll find someone just as good up there. Trololololo. Hoping this for you often. Just when the thoughts comes around every now and then. Remember, you’re an amazing girl too. This is a reminder whenever you forget that, aights? P.S. In case you forgot, I’m that one guy way, way, way back you met on Gaia, then talked on formspring, and now I just see you on tumblr every now and then. Lolllll. Talk with me more if I don’t look to creeperish? :3